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Reading over these old blog posts is extremely amusing. I will be restarting this blog again. Get ready.

January 8th, 2009 (Technically January 9th)

Here I am, writing for the blog again.

Since I arrived back in Pullman, I've been very lazy and developing old habits. I have no set sleep schedule and sleep takes up most of my day. I woke up at exactly 4:20 today. If only I had weed, it would have been the perfect WnB.

I talked to the guy I sort of like here. I'm still not sure about him. And I think that since I told him that I take Prozac that he's put off, rightfully so though.

Today was the first time GiGi saw me naked. We made it all first semester without any sort of circumstance. But today as I walked nakedly out of my room to the shower, she walked right into hers (which is right next to mine). I had a towel to cover up. Personally, I don't care. I would walk around naked all the time if it wasn't illegal. But, I covered up for her sake and I hope she wasn't scarred for life or anything.

After showering, I waited hours upon hours for GiGi. She said we were going to WinCo after she got back from seeing Sky. Upon taking the garbage out around 8:30, I noticed her car was parked in our spot. Then I found out that she had fallen asleep in her room. I was not happy, as I was starving and frustrated from sitting around waiting. Thankfully she was up and ready before 9 and we headed to Moscow.

We went to Arby's first. The guy working the counter and the manager were cute. It was nice. Even though I'm guessing they were straight, a little eye candy never hurts. Then as we were leaving, after I ate too much, the manager offered us free milkshakes. Apparently anyone in the lobby when they clean the milkshake machine gets offered a free milkshake. Sweet! I got chocolate, although I then remembered I should have gotten jamoca.

WinCo was WinCo. I spent less than $50 this time though, since I was full. I saw Jel there. She talked my head off. She's fun and nice, but wow.

After that we came home. I put in the first disc to Weeds season 3 and finished it just now. I still love this show. Season 3 is amazing. I wish I could keep watching, but I'll have to wait until Monday or later to get the next disc.

Right now I think I'm going to go watch It Might Get Loud or more of Skins season 2. That show is amazing as well.

Bethie motivated me to write again, since she's blogging for her trip to NLand. I hope she has a great time!

Anyway, I don't think I'm sleeping tonight, in order to reset my sleep schedule for when school starts again on Monday, ugh.

I'm headed to Spokane tomorrow (technically later today). Hopefully I can get new glasses or at least get these ones fixed. Wish me luck.

So, what's up with anyone reading this?

Bloggy Bloggy Blog

What is the complete opposite of motivated? Whatever it is, that's me. Almost all the time.

I had planned on spending this entire weekend just doing thesis research. I know the word for the opposite of lots. It's none. And that's how much I did.

I feel like my deppy meds are actually not working properly or I'm just depending on them way too much. I don't remember being this lazy ever before though. Hopefully my dad's new insurance kicks in soon so I can at least test out whether it's the meds.

At least I accomplished watching some movies today: The Killing Room, part of the Friday the 13th remake, Carrie and Porky's.

The Killing Room was a pleasant surprise. It made me think. It made me ask a lot of questions, and only a minimal amount were about plot holes. I'd honestly give it an 8/10, even though the audio was TERRIBLE. Most people will not agree, but that's fine. I think it's a guilty pleasure movie, like Jumper. If my brother read this blog, he would say, "Trevor, are you an old woman?" just for me saying guilty pleasure movies at all, but he doesn't read this.

I only saw the end of Friday the 13th. Hilarious. The movie itself was terrible. Worse than I expected. But, the jokes we (we being AddyNee, Grwow and Brokenie) were saying were hilarious. Jason was totally taking bong hits throughout the entire movie. He has a second job to pay for the electricity. He is one of the most attentive people when it comes to hearing his own name. The jokes were funnier in person. If I had seen the entire movie, I imagine I would give it a 2 or 3 out of 10.

Carrie is a classic from what I hear. But, it didn't strike me that way. I think it would have been hilarious if the movie had just ended before she went batshit crazy. It would have just been about a girl with telekinesis who gets made fun of but then ends up at prom with the hottest guy. Boring romance, but it would have been funny and unexpected. The actual ending was meh in my opinion. It just seemed so unjustified and ridiculous. I can't really pinpoint why I didn't like it, but I'll give it a 6/10.

Porky's was not what I remember. I think I had seen just the bathroom scene and then some of Porky's 2. Actually watching it, it was bad. I mean, there are all the hot guys and all the locker room scenes, but it wasn't that funny. 4/10

I just got done listening to LP by Discovery for the 17th full time through.

I really want to go to RvBTO next year, but I'm just hoping that people will think I'm cool and everything. Ugh. I need to start saving money or raising it through donations soon.

What does that Monetize button at the top do? I could click it, but I'm too lazy.

I love my iPhone. It's pretty sweet. It's obviously not perfect, but it definitely gets the job done better than my SYNC did. That's for sure.

It is almost 7am. Should I try to sleep before work in 5.5 hours or should I research? Maybe I'll watch another movie.

May 18, 2009

Today was boring.

I woke up at 9am. I messed around on Facebook for a while. I was supposed to go see about the sublease situation and head to the Plasma Center. But, I did neither. Perhaps I will do it tomorrow.

I called in to work to say I would be back. After napping from 11am to 2pm, I showered and headed in to work. I got home at 9pm. Now I'm on Facebook again.

I work tomorrow at 5am. You read that correctly, FIVE A M. I am either leaving at 1:30 or 3:30. I haven't decided yet. Hopefully I have energy to do something when I get done.

As for the Ghost, he is straight as I figured. But, I saw a gay guy I know who lives where I do and other than the fact that he kind of looks like a white teenage mutant ninja turtle, he is attractive. I've heard he has a bad personality, but gays tend to be haters, so it could easily be a lie. I probably won't act on it, but dating a ninja turtle would actually be kind of cool, hahaha.

May 17, 2009

Falling asleep at 12:45am this morning, I set my alarm for 9am. For some reason, my body decided it only needed to sleep until 6am. Upon realizing I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep, I did what any normal college student does: Facebook. After retagging a ton of pictures that I untagged because a. I looked bad, b. I was drinking in them, or c. I just didn't like them, I decided to move on to my iTunes library. After adding a few gigs, Tan Man started chatting with me on Facebook and said he was going to Moscow.

He picked me up around 1pm. We headed to Ross, where we both tried to dress for less. He got three pairs of shorts and a shirt. I got nothing, because I can't even afford to buy clothes at Ross and I couldn't fit in one pair and the other was not attractive. Next was Hastings. Of course TM wanted to drive the 100 yards over there, but I made him walk, since it's summer and I like exercise. Neither of us got anything. I considered Vicky Cristina Barcelona, but again, I have no money. So, BWizzle gave him a call and we headed back to Pullman.

Once we got back to his place, BDub was already there. So, three of us, the three whitest people in the Palouse, decided to go lay in the sun in the park and tan a bit. Thankfully BW brought some sunscreen. TMan didn't put any on, since apparently he wants skin cancer. Thus we discussed skin cancer and life. Eventually I got hungry, having not eaten all day.

We headed to Adam's Mall. The trip was for smoothies, but I ended up getting a pita at Pita Pit. The guy gave us a free cookie even though it was after 4pm. He jokingly said he wanted a blow job in return. He was a redhead . . . But, anyway, we got the cookies and pitas and headed down to see BW. She got pop. Then, I figured we came for smoothies, so I got one: Kiwi Kic. Being a Kiwi, I naturally wanted to get something from the homeland. It was pretty good, but I don't know if Emerald City Smoothie is on par with Jamba Juice.

Upon dropping BW off, she was back at the door at Tan's. She guilt tripped me into going to a very non-traditional church. Being raised in the Episcopal church, non-traditional is just another word for awkward and different to me. I went and it was ok. It was still being with God and the sermon was fine for the most part. The audience laughed when the leader (mistakenly) said husband and guy, instead of husband and girl. That made me laugh. Even though the Episcopal church looks like a Catholic church, it's the most liberal, so it's odd that these non-traditional churches are the most conservative. There was a band and an overhead, two things I think should never be in a church.

But afterwards, the church had a barbecue in the park. Free food is the best food. We talked to this chick. I found a guy there who BW should go after. He was pretty cute, but his eyebrows were a bit bushy and if he's at church, he's likely straight anyway. There were some good looking girls though too.

Back at Tan Man's, we watched him play Dead Space. I discussed my idea for an experiment on whether babies could survive being thrown off a cliff. BW was not pleased. We discussed the resulting Zombie Apocalypse that will result from H5N1 (hopefully) as well. BW left and I left shortly after.

I'll leave you with this: Always know what your nearest weapon is for if the zombies are coming.

Edit: Oh almost forgot. Kait is meeting up with a guy she likes. I hope it works out. And, there is a guy I like, I'll call him the Ghost. I have only met him once, but he is really cute and pretty hot. He seems smart and nice. I figured he was straight as usual, but then his Facebook said Interested in Women AND Men. So, I hope it's the truth. I'm going to ask around first, but if he is bi, then I am going after him. Although, I did hear he is a total stoner, but things could be worse, right?

It Has Been a While

So I am feeling all introspective tonight.

When I first entered college, I met my best friends freshman year: the Honors Posse. Originally this consisted of eight people, but was shortly narrowed to six.

Although we are sadly not nearly as close, three of them are graduating tomorrow.

I decided to come home for Mother's Day, not thinking about how I may not get to see these three people ever again.

I am regretting my decision.

I'm also regretting not being able to go out to the bar and dance, which Riki and I have done for about the past month every weekend and which is the funnest (>most fun) part of my week.

Lastly, I'm regretting that I don't get to see a guy who I've seen a couple times. I'm not sure about where we're going or if we'll go anywhere, or even if I want to go anywhere, but I feel a little lonely and wouldn't mind having him around.

I continue to want what I used to have and what I can't have.

I am happy I have the best friend in the world (GiGi), but I miss so many of my other friends.

I wish life were easier, from a relationship standpoint at least.

Anyway, I would write more, but I don't know who will read this, I am a bit tired and I feel like if I opened up a bit more that a flood would occur. So, I'm going to stop soon.

Oh, I feel like I'm moving further away from God again too. It seems to be a common occurrence towards the summer.

Can I just have a little happiness that I'm not worried, scared or anxious about? I don't think I ever will, just because of my personality and psychological disorders, but it seems so nice.

I feel like if I wrote a book about my life, that people would actually read it. But, I don't know if I could deal with some of the emotional trauma.

Ugh, why does my mind have to wander so much? Why can't I just be a dumb, non-introspective, insensitive, uncaring person? It seems like it would be so much easier.

A Guide to Recognizing Your Saints

Am I the only one who thought this movie was terrible and boring as hell?

The fact that the cast was so star-studded made it even harder to watch.

I wanted to turn it off about half way through.